11/27/2002:
Brett, Star, Gandalf, and I. We had a dark arcane book
which resembled the Necronomicon. Gandalf warned us not to use the book. We
(Brett, Star, and I) found a door out in the Blasted Lands; a large door, 8’ high,
4’ wide, just sitting in its frame in the desert. Somehow the book got open and
used in an attempt to open the door. And open the door it did... It is a gate to
another world, a darker world. A large arm and suitably large hand reached through
the gate and grabbed Star. Brett and I tried to pry the hand off of her, all the
while yelling for Gandalf. He did not hear us in time. Star was pulled through the
gate into the other world, Brett behind her. I escaped the pull, but just barely.
Then I went in search of Gandalf, because I was determined to rescue them, whatever
it took. I still had the book tucked under my arm. As I walked back towards the
castle, where he was, I saw a fire elemental walking across the lands, coming
straight towards me, and I saw my death burning in those flames. I stopped where I
was and began chanting the words to call the rain: "sho alan koreley shalan vo ech
entide..." I cannot remember the rest. The clouds formed over me as I chanted, and
the rain began to fall. The elemental strode forward another few steps, then
stopped and looked towards the sky as the fat raindrops began to fall on him; as
they began to quench his fires. He turned then and moved away from me, in that same
slow walk as he had approached. I quickly moved on to the castle.
I found Gandalf there and told him what had happened. He nodded his head; I’m sure
he already knew. I couldn’t explain how the book got open; I can’t remember any of
us actually opening it. Again he nodded in understanding. Then he stood and we
turned to go in search of our friends.
07/27/2002:
There were many parts to this dream, but I only remember a small
bit:
A chain-link fence running along the edge of a ravine. I am
chasing something, and I run up and vault the fence.
It turns out the ravine is 100’ deep, with a river at the bottom.
I fall the hundred feet, aiming for the river. It turns out to
be a stream, 8 ft. wide, but only about 6” deep. I splash down
hard, but luckily I don’t break anything.
There are woods bordering the stream, and standing near the edge
of the forest is something that makes me forget whatever I was
chasing. Here stands a scantily-clad woman with long black hair.
She has an attractive face, resembling Angelina Jolie. She is
snacking on chocolate.
She beckons and I go to her. She sheds what little clothing she
has and embraces me as I kiss deeply her warm, chocolatey mouth.
We kiss for a few seconds, then I feel her pull me tight to her,
her nails digging into my back. Her nails, nails growing longer,
digging deeper, making blood flow forth. I become aware of the
pain, but it feels good. Part of me wants to pull away, part
does not. Then, I feel the fur under my hands and I do pull
away, to see her changing, becoming a sleek black wolf, staring
at me with bottomless yellow eyes. I see no friendship in those
eyes, only death. She is evil, and means to kill me. She may
find it more difficult than expected.
She is still staring at me, starting to growl, when I wake.
I can still see that face, with its bottomless eyes of death.
07/03/2002:
For the past several nights, I have been dreaming of spiders.
Not your average garden-variety spiders, these are quite large, and
they seem to be malicious. They weren't a focus of any of my dreams
last night, they just kept showing up in other scenes (most of which
are shreds of memory now).
I remember 2 specific instances:
1) Largish spiders, about an inch in diameter, not including legs,
were dive-bombing me. Several of them were swinging around on web
strands like you may see Spiderman doing, and they kept smacking me
in the head and shoulders, taking hold, then crawling around on my
arms and the back of my neck. Each time I would try and grab them or
brush them off, they would sling a web out, attach to a wall or ceiling,
and swing away, then come back and bomb me again a few moments later.
It was all very strange, in an annoying sort of way.
2) I walked into a room in some building (not my apartment, thankfully),
and happened to glance up into a corner to my left. There, perched
on its web, was the largest spider I've ever seen with my own eyes
(barring video games). Its body was fully 5 inches in diameter; with
the legs included it had to have been 8 or 10 inches across. Its body
was greenish yellow in color, its legs a dark brown. It was just
sitting and looking at me with all its (8) eyes. Its prominent fangs
dripped with a clear venom. It didn't attack. I wanted to scream,
but could not.
Thankfully, this scene moved on to another dream shortly after
this heart-stopping sight. I saw no other spiders for the remainder
of the night.
04/29/2002:
Mages, 5 of us, all of different disciplines. Not masters, but above apprentice
level in our respective knowledge.
Peter is there. He is the most learned in our group; I'm not sure of his
specialty.
Donna, the pretty dark-haired girl, practices water magic.
John, a heavy-set man, practices earth magic.
Joanna, a cute blonde girl is also there. I don't know what her
practice is.
I practice the Chaos arts.
We are sitting in a living room environment. 2 small couches, placed on opposite
sides of a hole in the floor. The hole is about 6 feet in diameter, 8 feet deep.
Pete sits at the bottom of the hole, meditating. He is sitting on some cushions,
and there are other cushions scattered around the carpeted floor. The cushions are
bright red in color, with gold trim. I don't remember the carpet color.
Donna and I sit on one couch, located in the direction Pete is facing. John and
Joanna occupy the other.
We are preparing to do something, but I don't remember what. Each member of our
group is preparing small magical gems and components. Something strange comes over
me. I feel a large surge of raw magical energy coursing through me, and my right
hand begins to tingle. A sound starts to come out of me; it starts as a low moan
and grows steadily into a full-blown yell. It feels so wonderful, yet so terrible;
the powerful raw-energy feeling makes me feel like exploding with ecstasy, yet I
feel like part of my soul is being sucked out, being formed into...
A small blue stone forms in my hand, and the surge fades. The stone is beautiful,
and it shifts its color as I turn it over in my hand, from turquoise to a deep sea
color, but always remains in shades of blue.
Pete is there beside me now, supporting me with Donna's help, and he says, with a
sort of awe, "A Chaos Stone..."
I am exhausted, and begin to ask Pete about this Chaos Stone, but then my alarm rips
me out of that world...
I tried to get back, but could not...